so…

well, it’s been a while, again.  lol.  i have had lots happen since i last wrote.  i found out some depressing news, and today i found out some more depressing news, but i’ve learned to just take it and give it straight to God, cause if i had to handle it i would break.  anyways, we went filming again today and i think i got some sun.  i did my hair in pin curls though, lots of fun, and some people thought it looked really interesting.  oh well, good thing i don’t care what those people think, since i’ve learned not to base my identity on what others think of me.  anyways, i’m really tired now and super hungry, so i’m gonna go scrounge for some food…have a marvelous day!

the joys

well, today we had a socials class early in the morning.  it was lots of fun, we had our last chapter test and i got 93%, pretty good, but not great.  then we started getting ready for our provincial on wednesday.  it’s gonna be really fun, except for the essay part…lol.  i had lots of enjoyable times this weekend.  family night was an absolute blast, and lunch had some pretty good times too.  tonight will be the best though, cause our same group is heading over to the same house to finish our meal and to go hot-tubbing.  so i’m gonna go and study right now so i don’t fail…lol. have a marvelous day!

peace

so, this week i’ve been learning two very important things.  peace, and patience.  patience has been pretty hard.  i’m not patient at all, and so this week has been trying, and it’s not even done yet!  lol.  oh well, learning about peace has been most amazing.  i never realized some things before, but the lessons have been slowly but surely absorbed.  anyways, enough about serious stuff.  we were supposed to go filming today but that was canceled…so now we’re gonna go tomorrow and monday. not a good idea.  and for filming craig (for some very odd reason) got chickens.  and one of the music workers forgot chickens could fly, and fly one of them did.  it was pretty hilarious apparently.  all i know is that half-way through our chem test a friend of mine came in, and in response to the teachers raised eyebrows said, “i was chasing a chicken!” lol.  made for much hilarity.  i was talking with bonni last night, she was amazed at how i actually am talking with certain others.  she asked em how long it took to get to this point, and i’m not really sure.  it gradually happens, which i’ve learned happens in most every situation.  it’s hard to pinpoint exactly, but it’s always good to know changes do take place.

ahhhhh!

well, this is insane!!!  we have our provincial next wednesday, and we still have to finish our last chapter and do review.  craziness.  on top  of that we have a chem test sometime in the near future, and filming.  wow, right now i do not feel like updating/letting people know what’s up.  good night! lol

TGIF!!

ok, so pretty much, yesterday was an amazing day!  i had so much fun in work…it was great we were working like crazy to get 5 pallets done so we could get out early to study.  we ended up with 45 mins to spare!  it was great!!  and then we had a socials test that i actually feel ok about.  i was done too early though, so i just sat in the classroom til someone else got up to hand theirs in.  i’m super stoked for this weekend, it’s gonna be a blast, plus i get to start the week off at home!  what better way?  lol…i’m still trying to figure out who told craig that i write poetry…it’s puzzling and annoying to think that someone told him that and i can’t think who it would be…especially since i can’t just write a poem, it has to be about something that deeply affected my life here and now…anyways, i’ll find out someday.  argh, i’m really bored…i’m really happy for my good friend though, life seems to be less stressful, and certainly has taken a load of stress off my shoulders! i’m worried about another friend though, hasn’t seemed quite like their self lately…oh well, i just pray everything gets worked out. have an amazing day!

well now

all right, so i’m really bad at keeping this updated…anyways, life has been a little eventful the past two days…i’m so glad i’m home and don’t have to just hear about it though!  oh well, i better head off.  pretty much, life is just going.  not too much to tell now, which i’m very thankful for!  goodnight all!

break!!!!!

omg, i cannot believe this day is taking so long!  i guess when you wake up at three your day goes slower…anyways, i can’t wait for 5 pm!!!!!!!!!!!! then we load up and fly away, as fast as can be!!  not that i don’t like being here, i just need a break really badly.  it’s been kinda nice these past two days being sick, still am actually, but being stuck in my room with NO-ONE around was kinda nice actually.  especially after the tour of being with these people every day, with no respite in the evenings!  anyways, i am super excited to be heading home.  i have missed our kitchen SOOOOOOOOOO bad.  i cannot wait to get in there and ‘make a mess’ lol…and i was gonna try and at least maintain my weight…ha.  anyways, i have a make up chem test that’s extremely long and some people said it was easy, others had great troubles, so i’m not sure…and a socials test today, that i only studied hard for last night for 1/2 and hour. we’ll see how it goes.  it’s a short test, worth 30 marks only, 1 page double sided apparently…i hope i can get it done super fast and then work on my chem test…anyways, the day after i get home i am making lasagna, then i’m gonna make scalloped potatoes and a brussel sprouts dish on friday, then quesadillas and haystacks on sunday…goodness, i’m gonna have so much fun being busy!!! oh, i can’t forget the breads i’m making on monday…. i can’t wait to see my skissie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it has been so long, since june 21 to be exact.  and i got my braces off and cut my hair since she last saw me…what a shocker for her!  oh, and i can’t forget how much fun it’ll be on sunday…i’m going skiing with my dad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  i am really excited about that.  ok, i think this is getting too long now, and i’m sure you’re bored, but i am just so excited and i had to tell someone…even if it’s just to hear my own voice.  love you all!  have a most magnificently marvelous day!

repeat……..

ahhhh, i’m so glad tour is over!!!!  Cali tour was a blast this year… but i’m really happy it’s over.  i have a splitting headache right now, but anyways…not much eventful happened this year, there were no significant events leading up to tour to make things interesting.  but at lesat i dodn’t have to worry about getting screwed for being with guy(s).  so that’s always happy.  but it was good, cause there were a few very well timed hugs received, that the giver will never know just how much they impacted.  i would never let those people know, some things are better left unsaid…anyways, i learned a lot, and know things that i wish i never would know, and am really happy my life is the way it is.  i’m still kinda upset about the 3rd, but i’ll get over that eventually…love you all, i gotta go get myself better! lol

ah stress, gotta love it

well, so tomorrow we have a socials test that i haven’t been too diligently studying for…woops.  ok so maybe i forgot about that…anyways, so pretty much right now i have to go and start laundry then STUDY!!!!!!!

we love them…

lol, well, today i am actually in a really good mood.  however, i am extremely tired.  it’s super bizzare.  tonight i am to record, so i’m gonna be dead tired tomorrow.  i have a feeling that craig doesn’t actually want me in mixed chorus, or to record.  oh well, nothing i can do about it, except quit.  but i really don’t want to quit, it’s so much fun and the group is getting closer to each other…oh well, i’ll just get over it.  i can’t wait to go skating!!!! it’s gonna be so much fun!  i really hope that not many decide to go…it’s way more fun to go when it’s a smaller group.  i can’t wait to get off campus…i really need that time away. anyways, i’m gonna go find something to do…